Down the Drain by Julia Fox is a memoir that details the life of the actress from Uncut Gems from childhood to now. In the forward she writes "this is for the dreamers and the delinquents" and the takeaway from it feels to be how lucky she is to be alive and not in jail, with this in part because (as she writes) she's attractive.
The book starts in 1996, with her as a six-year-old landing in New York City from Italy. She came to the U.S. to live with her father, who wasn't incredibly interested in parenting. The Italy she left featured her also not terribly interested in parenting mother, and grandfather who basically raised her. It was a ridiculously chaotic childhood in New York, basically exhibit A in how not to raise kids, rather just let them raise themselves, with an environment of drugs, sex, violence, and stealing.
After she barely graduates from middle school, she goes back to Italy, then takes up with a guy there. She hates it and goes back to New York for a visit at Christmas. She takes up with a drug dealer for a couple days, then back to Italy. She then on her own gets a ticket back to New York to be with her violent, drug dealer guy. Her father put out a missing persons poster, one with her wrong birth year, height, and weight.
She got arrested, barely passed drug tests while on probation, and then a job as a dominatrix, which led to her getting a sugar daddy who paid for everything for her. The book in a lot of ways is a detailing of depravity, with the seemingly endless stream of insane stories.
